So begins our odyssey

TEN BAJILLION THINGS TO SAY!

Of Montreal was… A M A Z I N G. There is no show I have seen as creative, unique, eccentric, wonderful, orgasmic and passionate than last night’s. I felt like I was in a drug-induced dream land. Everything was whimsical and full of energy and I was basically in the front. I knew I wouldn’t be disappointed.

AND, my new friend asked me to hang out with him last night! :) :) I was dead tired after the show (I felt as if I had given my soul to the moment) and he was supposed to meet up with me at the South Orange station. I got a text saying that he didn’t have his car, so we wouldn’t be able to hang out, so I quickly jumped off the train and called my cousin Jun. His bus from VA was going straight to Penn Station, so I was to go with his parents back to his house. THEN I get a text from him saying that he does in fact have his car, but I already got off the train :(

JUN’S HOME!!!! :D I’m so happy about that too :)

AND
SHAIMAN IS HAVING A PARTY TONIGHT!! :D
(guess who’s going to be there?!?)
My sister agreed to cover up for me, i’m taking her and her friend to the Livingston Center to hang out.

AND AND, JIYUN AND REEM TOMORROW!!!! EEEEEEEEEEK.

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Everything.. is going so well. I’m really happy. I really am.
I love living life and finding out all its little surprises.
I love this feeling I have. I love chance.
I love my confidence. I am so thankful for.. who I am.

Wish me luck.

SMILE!

:) I feel so alive again.
Just from… listening to my best friend Kate talk about her boyfriend, and how they’re now in love, and how happy they are… I’m just so excited for my life, when my turn comes, when I can be so happy like that!

They met at my friend Alex’s party. What if she hadn’t gone? She would have never met him.. and so on. That made me think a lot about everything, just the fact that life truly is short, and you can easily miss an opportunity if you hold back, if you’re not confident, if you don’t strive to live. And I realize now that I’m ready to go out there and live and keep on trying. I’m only sixteen, I have so much life left, so many opportunities, the entire summer, the last year of high school, a new chapter of my life!

Wow. I love life.

me: yay life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah
KATE<3:
people like oyu get into the best relationships out of nowhere
me: hahahaha yay!
ah… being young
KATE<3:
like people like me and others have to put up with a lot of bullshit cause we rush
me:
hahaha
KATE<3:
meeeeeow